Random Thoughts

Matter matters

So I’m thinking about the foundation of life and a little about our various cultures and the history we are told defines our civilization.  I mean, if you strip down all the crap that people just repeat without really knowing what they are talking about, that pretty much eliminates about 85% of the conversation around the world. The other 14.9% is talk about social media and its many incarnations. What are we really talking about? How are we contributing to our own lives and growth? I don’t know how we should develop, or that we are even capable of doing so. I’m just thinking about the small particles and energy in general. I mean that the amount of energy of the entire universe is pretty massive in comparison to our little rock. We could be the nexus of the entire universe with energy flowing in and out via a means that we cannot perceive or understand. So what are we doing with what we have. The very idea of creation via an explosion or via genetic (divine, since our understanding of the time was somewhat limited according to our official records and it might as well been magic or a miracle, same thing really, and the same thinking or lack of on our parts) manipulation doesn’t really matter. We are where this is. Who knows how long? I just look at history, what records that are publicly available and the many theories about our present path and it just seems wrong. Wrong on all sorts of levels. I talking about the bullshit regarding the church, royalty, government, religion, codified bibles, codex, and the written history of the recent past. Recent implying the last 7000 years or so. We do not exist in a natural state of giving away our labors and lives. That is a bunch of crap that people feed us as part of our ‘education’. They are just repeating something that they do not understand. They are not free and do not understand who they are, so they cannot help us understand who we are and how to free ourselves from the artificial structure that binds the labor and minds of humanity to serve. No other creature ‘serves’. We are a domesticated animal, broken in spirit and action, staked to the ground with a toothpick and string.

So the energy part is jus something that flashed to me. I envisioned a single embodiement of energy that lacked any propensity to move, change, or combine with any thing else. It’s just the start of something that I will have to reflect upon some more. All the objects and energies that we interact with seem too constrained and on the verge of being nothing manifest. All these things we value are nothing to our being and chain us to the structure that binds us. This very computer and these words. Perception being the entirety of our existence, what would happen if we changed our perception.

We need to know the past to see the future and it is occluded from our view. Those who repeat, know not of what they speak, and can never understand humanity. It takes humanity to understand truth and no single isolated group will ever perceive truth because knowledge is embodied in existence and each of us taps a different piece to reflect our energies and life path. So together we succeed or individually we fail for the whole.

Finishing early

So you have something to do with your time. It might be something that you even want to do. So there are a number of ways to approach it.

• Piss and moan and drag it out to involve some sort of self-importance and promote the idea that your time has value.
• Ignore it and do it at the last second so you can do other stuff that rates higher on your list for things that do something for you.
• Do it in little bits throughout the time limit that is set, making strides a little by little until it’s done.
• Do it right now to get it out of the way to make room for other things that need to get done, so basically you finish early and plan to do some more with your future time.

Finishing early seems to most people to be the last on their list. Besides, they’re probably doing something for someone else or something they didn’t want to do anyway. So they are basically saying that they are gonna suffer to show the other person that they don’t like what they have to do. Because if they didn’t HAVE to do something, then they would WANT to do something and you know that would get done first. So the question is about doing what you want versus what you have to do. Can you take a ‘have to’ and make it in to a ‘want to’? Let me ask this, would you take a million dollars today for work you will have to do in the future? Even if that work would require you to do something you didn’t necessarily want to do. This is nothing illegal, dangerous to your life, won’t hurt you/others, and doesn’t take any special skills. A lot of people would say yes. So the trick is finding something of value that you can have now to counterbalance the work or task you will have to perform in the future. Basically, if you were to finish earlier than expected, you would have other opportunities to get more of the beneficial stuff before the deadline. Changing your frame of mind is often easier than changing the schedule or other people’s minds.

Changing is the fastest way to benefit. Finishing early will always bring you more benefit in the long run. You will be happier, less stressed and assured always that you have within you the means for achieving what you want and doing what is needed or demanded from others. Work is not living, living is living. Living is about choosing, so choose to live free from your own self limiting actions. Finish your acts and the rewards will surprise you.

Bringing it together

The web is full of people, striving, pushing, pulling, banging, fighting, twisting, turning, anguishing, loving, learning, being, squirming, giving, taking, and speaking their way to tomorrow. Some of them are alone, fighting with a fury only experienced on the inside deep in their souls. They are nervous, unsure, scared, timid, meek, unexperienced, wrong in their assumptions, and screaming each day until they find solace in the words of another. An image or word can change your world. The color of the sky, the depth of the water, the leaf of a tree, the petal of a flower or the complex collage in the eyes of a loved one all reach in and toggle loose a freedom held repressed for your whole life. We only know what we experience and what is experienced is only what people share through action.

We all come together at the times when what we seek finds us and provides the message we are ready to receive. Too early or late and the message and impact are lost upon us.

We each are seeking something unnamed by our words. We know in our hearts and souls only of its essence. It is a whisper heard through a fog of misleading currents guiding us away from our truth and the full expression of who we are inside, complete, fully content and filled with joy.

Together we can penetrate the fog, we can stand together, linked in thought and action to forage our way through reality mapping the path. Seek out others on the path and together seek out the undiscovered parts of your knowing. Be courageous enough to speak your heart and stand fast in your journey.

Let not any amongst us take your choice, your voice, or your path. Believe when you learn, act when have courage of conviction, build upon when you have a foundation of strength, and be content each day full of joyous energy.